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i said i'd never do it... [17 May 2006|09:43pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I'm tired. I really am. And I've decided that I'm going back to HACC. But the question is, how much can I handle? I wanna sign up for 2 classes. Two 3 hour classes once a week. Is it possible? Do you think I could do it? Most likely its going to be Monday and Tuesday, straight in a row. One History class and one English class. I did it before. I was working close to 40 hours a week at Rutter's and doing HACC full time. I don't know what to do. Any ideas or suggestions?

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fuck what wise men say, im gonna do what i want [02 Apr 2006|08:22pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I know I know, its been FOREVER. Soooo much to talk about and not enough space, but I guess I gotta get right into everything. In no more then 2 weeks, Im going to be a very lonely girl, at least thats what I thinking, but Im sure I wont be. Last Monday, Heath was sentenced to 6 months in jail for probation and DUI violations. Thursday, Shawn was placed in jail for 2 72 detainers, in which, if Tioga county doesn't come and get him, he will only be there until this Wednesday, which is great. April 10th, Joanna is going to board a plane to San Antonio, Texas and she won't return until September, at least lets hope she returns in September... And finally, the first week in June, I lose Megan Smith for awhile to Europe. So this is my problem, if Shawn really doesnt get out on Wednesday, I'm going to be a very lonely girl. I know I've been a terrible friend to most lately, and I feel horrible about it. I just haven't had all the time I need to get everything I have to done lately. Work is a big attribute to the situation, but when the weekends come, something always comes up and I always have to ditch people that I dont want to (i.e. Molly Brown, Matthew Furhman, Jesse Bupp etc.)

I have so many things I want to do right now, and I know Im not going to accomplish any of them. If your interested in helping me, lemme know.

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If I was a rich girl, laladaldedada [23 Feb 2006|05:27pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

I just got my income tax check, 700 dollars!!!!

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Hey I got me an Ipod [29 Jan 2006|02:19pm]
[ mood | good ]

I havent updated in awhile. So I will. Last night Megan and I had a girls night out. We started here and helped ourselves to some refreshments, then we headed to the Saloon and got some more refreshments. We then went bowling with Erika and her sister Mary. We got there and had to wait so Erika Megan and me went to The Other Place and had a few drinks (Megan I wanted to tell you that I only got one drink on ur tab there. I was worried after I got home that you thought I put a million dollars on it and Id have felt bad). But anyway, the night only got better from there. We bowled and then Matt calls and says that I ditched Roxy. Then I was an asshole about leaving bowling, and I decided not to be an asshole and stay and finish, which we did. So we head to Cobblestones and I find Matt but not Roxy. I go downstairs and there she is, with none other then the love of Shawn Benkerts life, Crystal. The whole situation was amazing. Crystal leaves and starts heading down George St. Roxy follows her out and we follow Roxy. The security guard is thanking me for taking her home. Then we parted ways.

If you didn't find this funny, you had to be there.

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good things come to those who wait, i guess [08 Jan 2006|01:27pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

Its official, Birthday Week is over. I had a very good week, and a very bad week. The whole beginning of the week was fine. Friday at my party, was amazing, cause Sten was here, and thats just great.

So you all wanna know about my first experience at a bar right? Whelp my first bartender was named Nick, at the Market St Saloon, and my first drink was a Purple People Eatter, or something like that, that he's famous for. So I drank it, and yes, then I just kept drinking. So at 10, when dollar drinks were closing at Saloon, Brian Kirk, Jason Adams, Ashley, Delaware and Mike come out and we all start drinking. Shawn wanted to head to Cobblestones at that point, so just me and him head up, telling everyone to meet us there, including Roxy, a girl that works downstairs at Wells Brothers. After that, things got insane. Shawn spots Torres when we get there, and I start doing shots, and then all of Harrisburg gets there, and we go and get a table, and Shawn fucking LEAVES! He leaves and goes to the Hardware Bar. Now, I am drunk and we go upstairs and start doing karaoke. HILARIOUS! I fell off the chair they had for me, while they were singing me Happy Birthday in front of everyone. Then I realize, HEY where is Shawn, he said he was coming back and never came back. So I get Babu on the phone and explain the situation, and he gets me, kind of. Brian Kirk and the gang start walking down Market with me, and low and behold, here comes Babu walking up to meet us. OH THE NIGHT DOESNT STOP THERE! So, Shawn can still not be located. Babu takes me to Fuhrmans. Now this is what I dont remember. I remember getting ripped around cause I wanted to sleep and Fuhrman wanted me up, and he kept saying, just because I think of you as a boy, doesnt mean the rest of them in this room do, YOU HAVE A VAGINA! And then somebody threw a bottle at Fuhrman and it smashed everywhere. Then Babu made me get up, and we went to get Shawn. YEAH SHAWN! Well it seems, he fell in love at the Hardware Bar with a girl that he didnt remember her name, but she has his phone number. Then she actually called him, hahaha and he couldnt remember her name. AMAZING. And they are supposed to go to lunch today, and probably neither of them know each others names. But then I came home, and I vow once again, to NEVER DRINK ANOTHER DRINK.

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no no just wait..... [03 Jan 2006|06:58pm]
[ mood | excited ]


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Happy New Year [01 Jan 2006|08:35am]
[ mood | awake ]

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And days of auld lang syne?

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eat shit [26 Dec 2005|10:26am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I fucking hate Christmas. Honest to God. There is nothing really left for me to enjoy anymore. I cried at 5am while opening presents yesterday, not tears of joy. I hated this year because basically, the only reason anyone got anything was because of me. I didnt all the shopping, I did all the wrapping, and with alot of help from Mom, all of the cheesecakes were made. After all that, you honestly feel less christmas spirit then ever. I just hate this fucking season. I can't wait for my birthday. I need a drink and I need to relax.

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oh babu [22 Dec 2005|09:47pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

lazydaze123: his hair blows in the wind
lazydaze123: and says, hey
WhiteshadowEX11: chest hair
lazydaze123: hahahahah
WhiteshadowEX11: have fun flickin the bean tonight

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this time, FAT FIGHTS BACK [18 Dec 2005|11:07am]
[ mood | hungry ]

When you hang out with Katie Bupp, its necessary always to make a journal entry, because its guaranteed something funny happened when you were with her. So the final xSMx show was last night, and I didnt think I was gonna go in the morning, so I told Megan not to worry about waiting for me or anything, cause I wasnt going. Well 5 oclock came, and I changed my mind and decided to go. So Katie, Megan and I head up. The first band actually wasn't that bad, but all their songs sounded the same. The stupidest thing happens then, and is the reason me and Katie will never attend another show at the Champ. They wouldn't fucking let me go outside to smoke. The kid's like, Please wait until the band is over. So Im polite and I wait, but come to find out, no one hassled Liz when she went out to smoke. It gets better. I wait for the band to be completely done, and walk out. I light my smoke, and some other kid goes, could you move over like 10 feet. Im like what the fuck, so I move, almost killing myself on the snow, but I moved. I turn around and there's ten kids where I was standing, and the kid who yelled at me is laughing at them. Fucking Champ, in between scary stores like Fay's Bait and Tackle, and Underneath Your Underpants, and Captain Clemidia's Crabshack. But we go back inside unharmed. xSMx is about to come on, and Katie and I both notice this girl standing a few feet away, and she has absolutely no emotion in her face what so ever. I tried taking a picture of her, but end up just getting pictures of Katie laughing. Megan helped me out and got the picture. Other things happened to, Megan met her internet boyfriend, I realized Mitch from stretchmark got super cute, and Katie looks good carrying my pocketbook. I ended the night at Sal's drinking boxed wine and laughing for hours.

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5 Worst States with the Worst Roads (Headline on Netscape) [12 Dec 2005|05:25pm]
[ mood | tired ]

The states with the worst roads are:
1. Pennsylvania
2. Missouri
3. Louisiana
4. Michigan
5. California

It made me laugh even though its always been obvious.

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Im going to stop counting after this year [07 Dec 2005|10:52am]
[ mood | dorky ]

In exactly 30 days from today, I will be 21 years old. Im just excited and wanted to spreading the news and make sure everyone knew that they have to be present that night, so plan accordingly cause its a Saturday!

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it was very cold that day [19 Nov 2005|07:49am]
[ mood | lethargic ]

The only time I have time to make an entry is in the morning, ha figures. Anyway, Megan and I took pictures of York County the other weekend. Here's some of the best.

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The willow on Lake Redman

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Those ducks loved me. I would talk to them, and they would come up to me.

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my feet on the docks. I almost fell in for this one.

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i think im getting my period [11 Nov 2005|01:58pm]
[ mood | im at work ]

Im thinking of getting a paid account. I think itll prompt me to use this thing more frequently. What do you think?

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who knows? [07 Nov 2005|09:11am]
[ mood | awake ]

I just got into work, and I looked in my bag for my smokes, and low and behold, theres a full size Mint Kit Kat bar in the bag. My question is, where the hell did it come from? I just ate it and it was delicious. Do I have a secret admirerer? Doubtful, but Id still like to know.

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American League Wildcard and harvest festivals [02 Oct 2005|05:57pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I havent trully made an update in a long time, have I? That partly because I'm super tired or too busy to do it. And the sad thing is, I just think Im busy, because normally, I'm not. I work alot lately, but same as normal.

This weekend was fun though. Friday I went with Katie and Megan to watch the Sox/Yanks at Zach's. We ate lots of pizzAria food and watched Boomer and Timlin kick ass. Saturday I hung out with Katie and Megan again, we went down to Spoutwood for Harvest Fest. It was fun, a little disapointing. BUT we made it better. We went and bought pumpkins and came back and carved them. For being a rookie, Katie can make on mean star on a pumpkin. Other then that, the rest of the weekend was spent watching the Red Sox. I promise the next few posts will have nothing about baseball....

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were gonna need a chorus line [25 Sep 2005|06:20pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I am never drinking again.

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the rory face [20 Sep 2005|07:55pm]
[ mood | crazy ]


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"Im gonna find which one of you had the joint, AND THEN YOU'RE OUT!" [17 Sep 2005|11:13am]
[ mood | mellow ]

So Thursday night, I totally won tickets to go see Coheed and Cambria and Thursday in New York for Friday. I tell Shawn and he's like IM DOWN. So we go, and lemme tell you, Ill never ever go back to New York again. I hated it. I hated the busy-ness and the people and the traffic and the confusing street patterns and taxi cabs and cars beeping at you for no reason. The show itself was pretty great. Thursday was ON, and CoCa did pretty well, other then some minor technical difficulties. They had a band called 3 on prior, and they were EXCELLENT, drum solos and guitar solos that lasted well over 2 or 3 minutes each. The people were pretty cool as well. It was all journalist majors from NYU. But now, Im tired, and I have to bake a cake.

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i lost the baby pool [08 Sep 2005|04:27pm]

Alison has been induced. Ill keep updating tonight if anything changes. As of right now, she's laying in a hospital bed waiting, with mild contractions. Because she didnt smoke weed, we now know the effect of smoking weed while pregnant, she wont have an ugly baby.
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